I was raised in a Christian home(mother) and a Catholic father(divorced)- My mom kind of teached me that Jesus Sacrifice was an act done by God and that no man can undo Gods work of salvation . So many years passed by and during those years My mom teached us christianity very well -she has spiritual tongues gift and in many prayer meetings we(mom,sister and I) had the privilege of recieving clear words of intruction from God- those event helped me establish God as real -then after college "faith destruction classes" my trust in the bible was a bit messed up-2 years ago after long years of unstopped lust and sexual sin plus many more sins I noticed the christian community on the web and my life changed for good- I asked Jesus for forgiveness and for the Holyspirit to come inside me, but that night the main thoghts on my mind were to get baptised,( event on which I participated in the past after taking some "classes on the subject" that didnt ment much to me at the time.)
I came with this thoughts during this 2 years of knowing Gods word better :
1: If we are all short of the glory of God, and only through Jesus we are acceptable to enter the Kingdom, then how can I lose my salvation if on the first place I wasn't able to gain it by myself?
a-posible answer : Jesus said that no one can take us off his hand, so I can trust in Him to keep me saved?
b- If option (a) is true , could it be posible that only myself is capable of taking myself out of Jesus hands? and that would have to be a willfully choice to not be saved anymore?
c-If none of the above is according to scripture, then what does being saved by Grace has to do with keeping or losing salvation?
b-Can someone inside God's grace get out of it by sinning?
Possible reason for my confussion:
Most of my problems come becauce I like sexual sins, but everytime y commit a sin I feel bad and I run to ask Jesus for forgivness but even on the same day I go back to sin.
I have been reading the baptism posts and right after reading it I came to think that becauce of my lack of doing a baptism with faith I am not able yet to stop sinning.
OK so please pray for me, and share with me the Light which has given you eternal salvation or that is keeping you saved !!
